Thank goodness.
Saw J for the first time today - potential new counsellor recommended by my GP. It was a really good session. All went well, all looks promising, and I feel so much safer knowing there is a "space" and a support in place after Monday when I see D for the last time. That last session actually feels manageable now - very reassuring. It will still be hard to end it all, but at least I know I can work on the things I still need to work on. What is more, there is no limit to the number of sessions I can have with J, and I can pay what I can afford to.
I feel safe.
I'm a rambling mass of inconsistencies, some hidden and some all too apparent. A "messy human", wishing to be visible and yet invisible, cherishing my differences but longing to fit in.
Blogs I read
- A Fortunate Man
- A Long Walk to Forever
- Awareness
- Dare to Dream
- Fighting the Urge
- Frolicking Through Llife
- Good in parts
- I'm a Medical Student...
- Lake Cocytus
- Mandy
- Marcella
- Medicines, Animals and a Dream
- Mental nurse
- Mouse
- Nearly time
- Neenaw
- One Pedestrian Away
- Pip
- Pole to Polar
- Police Inspector Blog
- Rainbow Dreams
- Random Acts of Reality
- Rufus May
- Schizophrenia - a Carer's Story
- Seratonin
- The fight for Mrs Carr
- The muddled marketplace
- There and Back
- Traumaqueen
- Useless CPN
3 comments:
I am glad you are finding your way - I haope things work out - Keep letting us know
I'm so glad that J seems suitable and that you won't have a standard set number of sessions and that's your lot. Well done your GP for the recommendation - and well done you for taking it up, I know it's not easy making new relationships as old ones come to an end.
Thanks silvawingz. I hope so too.
Marcella - I am grateful for my GP - she has been so supportive and so helpful in practical ways. Making new relationships is scary, but it is so much easier than ending old relationships with nothing in place.
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