Thursday, 28 August 2008

Better day

Thank goodness.

Saw J for the first time today - potential new counsellor recommended by my GP. It was a really good session. All went well, all looks promising, and I feel so much safer knowing there is a "space" and a support in place after Monday when I see D for the last time. That last session actually feels manageable now - very reassuring. It will still be hard to end it all, but at least I know I can work on the things I still need to work on. What is more, there is no limit to the number of sessions I can have with J, and I can pay what I can afford to.

I feel safe.

3 comments:

Silvawingz said...

I am glad you are finding your way - I haope things work out - Keep letting us know

marcella said...

I'm so glad that J seems suitable and that you won't have a standard set number of sessions and that's your lot. Well done your GP for the recommendation - and well done you for taking it up, I know it's not easy making new relationships as old ones come to an end.

Disillusioned said...

Thanks silvawingz. I hope so too.

Marcella - I am grateful for my GP - she has been so supportive and so helpful in practical ways. Making new relationships is scary, but it is so much easier than ending old relationships with nothing in place.