believe other people aren't ignoring you (you're being over sensitive)
wait and see what happens
teach your best lessons tomorrow
hold parents' evening after school and prove to all the parents you are doing everything possible for their shild
attend the concert after work at E's school (in which she is performing)
complete an assessment on every child you teach and fill it in on the pupil tracking sheet
get all your marking up to date
prepare resources for the training session you are leading on the first day back
solve all the problems with the new virtual learning environment
plan new ICt lessons to cover the new curriculum at KS3
write the development plan for ICT
be the perfect mum
deal with all the flashbacks
Take your medicines like a good girl
Nope, I don't think I can do this right now.
But there doesn't seem to be anyone asking if I can doing it, just telling me I have to.
I'm a rambling mass of inconsistencies, some hidden and some all too apparent. A "messy human", wishing to be visible and yet invisible, cherishing my differences but longing to fit in.
Blogs I read
- A Fortunate Man
- A Long Walk to Forever
- Awareness
- Dare to Dream
- Fighting the Urge
- Frolicking Through Llife
- Good in parts
- I'm a Medical Student...
- Lake Cocytus
- Mandy
- Marcella
- Medicines, Animals and a Dream
- Mental nurse
- Mouse
- Nearly time
- Neenaw
- One Pedestrian Away
- Pip
- Pole to Polar
- Police Inspector Blog
- Rainbow Dreams
- Random Acts of Reality
- Rufus May
- Schizophrenia - a Carer's Story
- Seratonin
- The fight for Mrs Carr
- The muddled marketplace
- There and Back
- Traumaqueen
- Useless CPN
5 comments:
Hi D
I won't tell you that you have to do anything.
If i ever offer advice...that is all it is and am never hurt or offended if you don't take it. It is only my view, one view, after all. Your view is the most important to you and anyway, knowing my own track record, I am the least appropriate person to offer 'sound advice for conformity'..in regards to consistency. But maybe a little more aware because of my own experience of illness of how it can impact on others...but I dunno.
today is a Black Tuesday for me...tomorrow, am hoping for a Warm Red Wednesday with some pink fluffy bits dotted about.
Still thinking of you :>)
hey
sounds like there's loud noise around
praying for enough space to find pockets of peace
and wisdom,
shed loads and bucketfuls of it
hugs
hug from here
Hi Caroline.
I'm sorry I havent been by lately. I seem to have forgotten how to juggle life properly......or maybe it's been a facade and I never knew how.
It sounds like you're really struggling and perhaps the really scary moments of disassociation and thought chaos happened after you stopped taking the medication?
I hope you've reconsidered things and you've refilled the prescription.
I'm just an email away.......
Spring is on the way.......
it really is. xo
We seem to be in the same situation right now. I feel for you.
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