Wednesday, 5 March 2008

Session cancelled

As I was leaving work early, at 3.30, today, I received a phone call. I was told that my session with D at 4.15 had to be cancelled as D is on a course and won't be back on time.

Am struggling with this. I really needed to see D and I have so much inside of me and nowhere for it to go at the moment. We have rearranged for tomorrow, but I need to work hard at keeping myself safe tonight...

The child inside feels abandoned and scared.


MMP said...

Where's a "pause" button when we need one.....?

Many thoughts and prayers throughout the night.

marcella said...

mmp - that's a good way of thinking about it. Cancelled appointments are not something that I cope with very well either so I'm thinking of you.

mandy lifeboats appeal said...

Hi D

I just replied to the last posting and then had a thought.

I remember having a mini cyber convo with someone and they said they had read a really good book about the importance of play. It was, I think, written by a psychologist.

Anyway, I have made contact to ask what the name of the book is. I think it might help you. It certainly is an option. I am going to purchase the book because I think play is as important in adult life as responsiblities and being all grown up.

Will let you know when I find out what it is.

Thinking of you and hope that D gets in touch soon.

Caroline said...

hug from here
stay safe as you can....

Rainbow dreams said...

sending love adn hugs too - hang on in there... tomorrow is nearly here, x

Disillusioned said...

Thank you all.

I managed to look after myself last night. Now to get through today and then some talking to be done, assuming all goes well.