More alcohol than usual tonight. Actually, I have been doing well with that recently. Stable, not wanting to drink to relieve my fears or numb myself.
Guess that is reversed tonight.
Hope I will get back in balance tomorrow.
At least need to be able to keep up appearances before the session with D & D on Wednesday.
I asked D why the sessions. My fear was that D had been ordered to see me. She assured me not. Having read my notes I am no longer sure. I don't know who I can trust any more.
This scares me.
Monday 28 January 2008
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hoping the session goes well
Thanks. It did, though at the start I didn't think it was going to at all and was very scared. It was hard and I haven't yet had time to process it all, especially given the day I have had at work. I need to do that but not sure when it will happen.
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