Friday, 21 November 2008


All very rough tonight. Hitting the depths. Safety net gone and not sure how to cope with that. I want an escape route but I have thrown the map away.

Phoned a helpline. They suggested I go to bed.


marcella said...

I hope you are sleeping now. I know you probably found the helpline suggestion fairly patronising and stupid, but perhaps for now it's the only thing you can do. Here's hoping that tonight brings sleep and tomorrow some peace. Good night.

Disillusioned said...

Thanks. Not sleeping. Possibly about to.

Catherine said...

Don't you love the helplines? Granted, they are only volunteers, but still.

Hope you are doing better now. Sorry I didn't respond earlier -- it seems that I am not keeping up with anyone's journals lately.