Tuesday, 9 October 2007

scared

final session with d, my wonderful psychologist, tomorrow. therapy sessions ended in the summer; this is a review and closure. i don't want it. every time endings of any sort have come up with d, be it discussing them or planning for them or them happening, my chmt support has disappeared. it's happened 4 times. i'm scared and i don't want to go through with this one.

9 comments:

MMP said...

i am so sorry.
will pray for lovely-suprising-happenings today for you
...and for God's arms to hold you close and still

Caroline said...

thank you

feeling fragile and scared
tried to call cpn but she was out of the office so I just have to face this and go through it but i so want to run away from it all

Rainbow dreams said...

Thinking of you Caroline, and sending prayers upwards, love
Katie,xx

marcella said...

Sending prayers and love. Also hoping that D is aware of your fears and can actually do something practical to help such as make sure your cpn IS there for you this time.

Caroline said...

hugs thoughts and prayers
xc

Caroline said...

Did it.
In pieces tonight.

Caroline said...

hugs and prayer as you start to stick those pieces back together,
well done on getting through today, lots and lots of love and hope that the next days and months sontradict all your prvious bad experiences.
xC

Rainbow dreams said...

well done - you did it, hugs and love
Katie
xxx
you have my e mail,x

Caroline said...

thinking of you
hope you are ok today, and still able to feel justifiably proud of yourself