Sunday, 2 August 2009


Feeling a bit overwhelmed as I seek to move forward. Uncovering the hidden things of the past and putting them into words is scary and disorientating. I have so many ideas about how to uncover, and so want so much to move forward and out of this, but it is hard. I battle with self-destructive impulses and childlike terror. How far to push it, and when to take a breather?


Polar Bear said...

Only you know the answer to that question. I hope you find it soon within yourself.

Mandy said...

Hi C

Hmmmm...from what I have read you seem to be making good progress with support of your councellor.

I don't want to write cliche stuff so will try really hard not to :>)

Think Polar Bear is spot on and that you can gauge yourself better than anyone else. If you need a bit of breathing space...or need to make some then do and hope your councellor will help if you are feeling a bit lost in it all.


Wonderingsoul said...

Reading with some understanding of how you are feeling.


Disillusioned said...

Thank you all.
Struggling with it all at the moment, especially shame.

theMuddledMarketPlace said...


one step
at a time!

Disillusioned said...

Thanks all.
Big bits of processing done this week and things seem to be moving on. MMP - you are so right, and what you say is almost exactly what my T told me at the end of this week's session!