It's hard to keep a positive perspective all the time.
Sometimes things just overwhelm me. Everything becomes impossible. I'm too tired to reason, too tired to process. I either give up or go into superwoman mode, doing everything, aiming for perfection - at a time when I should take a step back and let things be.
I know I am in danger of going into overdrive at the moment. I just don't know how to tackle that.
I'm a rambling mass of inconsistencies, some hidden and some all too apparent. A "messy human", wishing to be visible and yet invisible, cherishing my differences but longing to fit in.
Blogs I read
- A Fortunate Man
- A Long Walk to Forever
- Awareness
- Dare to Dream
- Fighting the Urge
- Frolicking Through Llife
- Good in parts
- I'm a Medical Student...
- Lake Cocytus
- Mandy
- Marcella
- Medicines, Animals and a Dream
- Mental nurse
- Mouse
- Nearly time
- Neenaw
- One Pedestrian Away
- Pip
- Pole to Polar
- Police Inspector Blog
- Rainbow Dreams
- Random Acts of Reality
- Rufus May
- Schizophrenia - a Carer's Story
- Seratonin
- The fight for Mrs Carr
- The muddled marketplace
- There and Back
- Traumaqueen
- Useless CPN
7 comments:
I know exactly whatg you mean , I am busy mode, as I feel if I keep busy, I will escape those thoughts.
If your trying to avoid overdrive maybe you should work out what needs to be doen - e.g work. and what cna wait and leave that stuff. x
ah ...tricky one that.
shall hope n pray you manage to sort out Your Own braking method.
mmp
It's not easy. I know.
At least you recognise what is happening. When does term end? Not that this holiday is exactly relaxing for most of us.
I can identify with that feeling, hope you manage to slow a little, much love, Katie, x
Term ends tomorrow.
Am still in overdrive, overtired mode. Perspective lost for the time being, I think. Just hanging on in there.
Thanks all.
Its not easy, but I hope that over the Christmas period you find some time to rest and just, be with yourself and not running away. Hope that you are ok, Hannah
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