I keep reading in BLPT minutes that they intend to "cleanse" the list of current outpatients, to remove those who "shouldn't" be there.
Can't help feeling like some grimy clump of dust which has either already been thrown away, or is about to be.
It's how I see myself - an inconvenient piece of detritus, wrong place, wrong time, of little use to anyone.
I know many of you lovely people who drop by believe I am worthwhile. I can't get in to arguing that with you. It's just not what I believe about myself.