Wednesday, 9 July 2008
Saw D tonight. Next time is our last session. Not a good point for the major flashback I had today. Am very scared, very wobbly and wanting it all to stop. I didn't choose this. I agreed with d that we would not do things which might cause upset before our times together stopped and then this came up> I had already said I didn't want to go there, didn't want to look at those issues at the moment, wanted a break from the intense therapy work. then it happened, and now I am thrown into confusion by vivid new memories. Please pray or send positive thoughts or whatever because this is hard.