Wednesday, 28 November 2007

Today

There's to be a meeting to "discuss my complaint". I'm not to be included.


D (my CPN) is leaving. She told me today.

7 comments:

Kathryn said...

Hang on in there, sweetie...I'm so sorry about D's departure, and hope there will be a proper hand-over to someone else you feel you can trust...but meanwhile, I'm sending lots of love and prayers right now. xxx

MMP said...

Hopes and prayers for small wafts of kindnesses and smiles to be around you...

thought you'd banned me from your blog back there.

relieved to see it wasn't personal, just general.

......in much the same way....

i wonder if this nonsense you're having isn't personal at all, it's a general issue?

but we still FEEL it personally don't we?

Disillusioned said...

kathryn it's hard to keep hanging in there. harder than it has ever been. you know how i feel right now.

mmp sorry you felt banned - just needed to be invisible. now i want to be permanently invisible - or non-existent.
personal? I don't know. how many others has it happened to? Nobody is telling. i'm certainly being made to feel it is my fault and that i am being unreasonable. perhaps i will post the minutes and responses here and you can all make up your own minds. or maybe i'm just not worth it and i am all wrong and i should just disappear. i'm sure several at blpt would be pleased if that were the case.

Caroline said...

holding you in virtual hugs and prayer,
xC

marcella said...

several of the government planners would be happy if ALL sick people simply disappeared as it would make the figures look so much better. My sister and I were sharing VERY dark jokes about possible new community initiatives to ensure that those few (PFI of course) hospitals left in the country were spared those inconveniences commonly known as patients. I KNOW it's easier said than done but please try not to let the b(*^%£d's grind you down.
Virtual hug

Rainbow dreams said...

am here - just got in and saw this.. hugs and love and prayers...am here and thinking, xx

Disillusioned said...

Thank you.