scared
trying (very hard) not to panic, to do the self talk thing
of course, I *know* it will all be OK tomorrow at the meeting, but that's not apparently affecting my feelings right now.
I've tried to be productive and rewritten my WRAP plan to (hopefully) discuss with at my psychotherapy tomorrow afternoon. I suspect we may also be setting a date for my last session :( :( :(
Also need to bring into the open my sadness at the contact with him ending. Talking about school would obviously be a *good idea* too.
But mostly I am scared about tomorrow. 8.45 start. By 10am it should all be over...
I'm a rambling mass of inconsistencies, some hidden and some all too apparent. A "messy human", wishing to be visible and yet invisible, cherishing my differences but longing to fit in.
Blogs I read
- A Fortunate Man
- A Long Walk to Forever
- Awareness
- Dare to Dream
- Fighting the Urge
- Frolicking Through Llife
- Good in parts
- I'm a Medical Student...
- Lake Cocytus
- Mandy
- Marcella
- Medicines, Animals and a Dream
- Mental nurse
- Mouse
- Nearly time
- Neenaw
- One Pedestrian Away
- Pip
- Pole to Polar
- Police Inspector Blog
- Rainbow Dreams
- Random Acts of Reality
- Rufus May
- Schizophrenia - a Carer's Story
- Seratonin
- The fight for Mrs Carr
- The muddled marketplace
- There and Back
- Traumaqueen
- Useless CPN
7 comments:
am, and will be, thinking of you
xC
Thinking of you
xFM
I'm reading this trying to figure out the time difference, and I think you're in the middle of it as I type. Sending you warm wishes.
well it should all be behind you now - thinking of you and hoping it went ok, whatever happened you'll have got through it, hugs, xx Katie
Been thinking and praying...it's a beautiful day here, and I've just done the most lovely funeral so it's easy to be hopeful. I trust the same is true further east...
Hey, so nice to have found this blog of yours, so interesting. I sure hope and wish that you take courage enough to pay me a visit in my PALAVROSSAVRVS REX!, and plus get some surprise. My blog is also so cool!
Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.
It's been a gorgeous day here and, once the stress of the meeting was over, I have really enjoyed it. A very positive meeting with my psychotherapist was a good ending to it. If it continues tomorrow I am really hoping to make a start on painting our fence...
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