the confident self - able to organise and discuss and make decisions about insurance claims and repairs, do taxi service for children, organise the day to a T.
the withdrawn child, afraid to speak for fear she will say the wrong thing that will lead to rejection.
the fragile soul, reasured yet tearful at the warmth and concern of a "virtual stranger".
the mum, asking the right questions, giving hugs and reassurance when actually she wanted to be given them.
the angry teenager, constrained by the need to be a responsible adult and so (yet again) not expressing her anger.
All these I have seen and been today.
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and each of those is an equally precious and important part of you which all need to be expressed.
i hope you can find a way to safely be and manage being all those 'people, and know that each one is equally loved, and equally transient, and entirely 'normal' (whatever that may be).
safe, virtunal hugs, love and much thought and prayer, from my transient coping head which has come out to play tonight after a spell of total dissociation at work...(more on my blog at some point)
Thank you Caroline.
Sorry you had a dissociative day at work today. I hate it whent hat happenes to me, though for me it is largely during therapy sessions or sessions which are similarly emotionally demanding. Whenever, it can be hard to deal with - as can the aftermath, in my experience.
Thanks for the hugs - returned to you in full, along with prayers (such as I can manage) that you will be able to be and feel safe and loved this weekend.
Hi Caroline.....
shattered fragments, integrating into a beautiful soul.......
thinking of you.
Hi Dana
Thank you for seeing what I cannot. thank you for thinking of me.
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