The bad
The tears - and more tears - and more tears
Trying to tell my husband how bad I felt - and him walking away to his computer game
The exhaustion of a short gym work out
The good
The tears - and more tears - and more tears
Sleeping in till 10am
The conversation with my head teacher - his apology, his reassurances
Being able to talk to my CPN on the phone and feeling heard
Knitting - finishing a project
I'm a rambling mass of inconsistencies, some hidden and some all too apparent. A "messy human", wishing to be visible and yet invisible, cherishing my differences but longing to fit in.
Blogs I read
- A Fortunate Man
- A Long Walk to Forever
- Awareness
- Dare to Dream
- Fighting the Urge
- Frolicking Through Llife
- Good in parts
- I'm a Medical Student...
- Lake Cocytus
- Mandy
- Marcella
- Medicines, Animals and a Dream
- Mental nurse
- Mouse
- Nearly time
- Neenaw
- One Pedestrian Away
- Pip
- Pole to Polar
- Police Inspector Blog
- Rainbow Dreams
- Random Acts of Reality
- Rufus May
- Schizophrenia - a Carer's Story
- Seratonin
- The fight for Mrs Carr
- The muddled marketplace
- There and Back
- Traumaqueen
- Useless CPN
3 comments:
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finishing a project.. thats good :)
I'm pleased there is good in there too.... I'm pleased you felt heard -
sparks of warmth in the cold... just thinking of your gp's analogy...
hugs from here.
Thinking of you,
Katie
Caroline, thank you for the hug - as you will see from the post above this one, that is one of the rivers which is keeping me hydrated right now.
Katie, thank you too. I'm trying to record the positives, trying to balance out the problems and reming myself it is not all black, no matter how it feels.
I completed another project today and will hopefully post a photo tomorrow.
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