Thursday, 13 March 2008

I do not want to go
into that night again.
To be surrounded by the stinking flesh
and impaled upon your need.

I do not want to lie
or lie for you
speaking or silent away from it all
and dependent on your whims.

I want to be flying away
out of the enclosed
and into free fresh air
silent and alone, leaving you behind.


Kathryn said...

I truly believe you will be free and whole and happy...though it may be a long and arduous journey to get there.
"Then said I, O that I had wings like a dove, that I might flea into the wilderness and remain there at rest"
istm that the psalmist knew alot about your sort of feelings.
Prayers adn blessings

mandy lifeboats appeal said...

Hi D

Birds in flight. We can wish and dream and (with some work..and at the right times) you never know the wishing might come true.

Lately, when trying to relax I have thought about fluffy white clouds. That helped a little. There is something soothing about clouds.

Enjoy your weekend.


Jessica said...

Flying out into freedom
out of this black box
To be free
To soar above and leave all these feelings behind.

I get you.

Disillusioned said...

K, I'm grateful for your belief that all shall be well.

M, I hope you continue to be helped by visions of cloud.

J, in a way I am sorry you "get it". In another I am very grateful.