Not getting it at all at the moment.
That's tying in to all kinds of old messages and schemas. Particularly those centring around my stupidity for not being able to understand.
I want to follow the rules. I'm trying to do the "right things". But I don't seem to understand what those are just now.
School tomorrow just feels so impossible. There's a rumour of snow - a really heavy snowfall overnight (of the type which would force our rural school to close due to the impossibility of running bus services) would be very welcome right now - or overnight at least.
But that's me being stupid.